Wow, this is so sad and heartbreaking! Real Housewives of Atlanta husband Gregg Leakes wrote his wife NeNe Leakes a goodbye letter before undergoing surgery.

We know that Gregg Leakes was scared if he would make it through his surgery, but damn this is a lot. Read on…

CelebNReality247.com says get prepared for the “Real Housewives Of Atlanta” season 11 premiere because it’s going to be a tear jerker.

NeNe Leakes has been updating fans of the Bravo hit series about the wellbeing of her husband Gregg Leakes.

Now Bravo’s released a clip from the upcoming episode, and in it, Gregg’s detailing going under the knife.

According to Gregg, the surgery was so dire that he had to have surgery the EXACT DAY he was diagnosed.

Gregg says in a letter to NeNe:

I guess the scariest part about all of this is when we got to the hospital and the doctor saying that we need to do surgery on you tonight or you ain’t going to make it. And so I went over and prayed to God and I told Him, ‘If it’s time, let’s go. I don’t fear death, I don’t want to go. If my work here is finished here, take care of them, let’s go.’

Gregg reveals in the episode:

I wrote a note to my doctor and I told him to give it to you if I didn’t come out…Writing that note was the hardest thing I ever did in my life. You never know what’s in you until you at that door. I never thought I had it in me to fight cancer. Now, I want to beat cancer’s a**. You have been my light. I couldn’t do this without you. I couldn’t. I wouldn’t even try. So I want to thank you, baby.

According to Gregg, he couldn’t have battled cancer without his real housewife by his side.