9Mag: Ryan Henry Struggles With Loss of Brother Jonno!
Despite the drama brewing on Black Ink Crew, The Chicago series is about to begin, but first Ryan Henry reveals that he lost one of his closest friends who he called his brother Jonno. Read on for more details on 9Mag: Ryan Henry struggles with death of his friend…
CelebNReality247.com reports that 9 Mag’s Ryan Henry is numb at the fact he lost his bro Jonno earlier this week.
The 9Mag owner and star of Black Ink Chicago explain that he is in “straight in disbelief,” stating that “I’m f-cked up” and that he “should’ve saved” him.
Ryan Henry still numb took to social media tell fans that he just can’t believe his friend is gone.
His struggle is real, check it:
Speechless two days straight in disbelief. I lost a brother that I can never replace. And no one can make me feel any different, because I should’ve been there for you… you were proud of me in every move I made, and I left you behind. I judged you. I fought you more than anybody physically, out of love.
Henry blames himself for not being there and pushing his friend Jonno away.
The 33-year-old Reality TV star writes:
When my child was born and you weren’t there the first day as we were kids ourselves, I pushed you away. You sought salvation through ways to numb your pain when I wouldn’t or couldn’t listen, yet you ALWAYS showed up to support me in any and everything when I needed you. A brother. No one understood how two ni–as could be the only guys on a cheerleading team with all women cuz we could flip, yet and still fighting and gangbangin.
He recalls how Jonno believed in him when no one else did:
Then they found out why in that same question. ?. Dammit, I taught you this backflip layout and I got too fat to do it like you but you showed my Son how we used to! … We drew in pen on each other every day in high school with fake barbed wire tattoos and you jumped the gun and MADE me tattoo you my first week trying and I fucked you up but you believed in me to be my first tattoo crash dummy.
Ryan goes on to say why he NEVER cries because to him, its a sign of “weakness.”
He writes:
Through All of my accomplishments, I have never been able to show Nova not one tattoo for her approval cuz she died before I started, and now you as a real little brother of hers, can take my first piece to her and laugh with her about it way before I can…I don’t show emotion cuz it’s a weakness.
He concludes that Jonno will always be with him:
But I’m f-cked up and so is Ant. I had to tell Rachel and it was the worst thing ever cuz her brother was gone. Your family is mine and mine always been yours. I will take on your new one. But I should’ve saved you, even from yourself. You needed me as I’ve needed you and been your brother for 20 years and now I let you fall. I love you brother. Rest well, and no more pain. Jonno-…. @got_plug_with_the_ref
